You may have noticed Mick I am starting to go very odd. I dont want to accept failure but its all around me. Like the engineer on the titanic reaching for the welding gun I hope against hope.
yes stanley in some ways the same, the only reasons I continue to go are as a football fan you always have a bit of hope in your heart that it will one day get better, its false hope and you know deep down it will never happen but you still hope, the other thing is football has been such a big thing in my life so if I was to stop going I would have to try and replace it with something and up to now theres nothing, catch 22.
